Ready for a milking…
It took a couple of weeks, a selection of increasingly large anal toys… and a sizable investment in lube!
Lots of fun getting the practice in, too!
You’re welcome, I just tell it how I see it!
No problem, happy to help xXx
I know the feeling you mean. When we first started experimenting I experienced similar emotions. We’d have great times with me in her lingerie getting pegged but afterwards I’d catch sight of my hairy legs and stubbly face in the mirror and just feel embarrassment.
The solution was to totally immerse myself in the sissy role. With Her guidance I began removing all traces of masculine hair from my face and body. I studied how She put on make-up and then started applying it myself. We also put together a little wardrobe so I didn’t have to wear Her lingerie and I could learn how to walk in heels. Doing all this made me feel feminine and convinced me I could continue with the lifestyle.
I must also add that being locked in a chastity device has made a lot of difference too. Hear me out and indulge me on this little theory…
Your post-orgasm self is a person who (for a brief period of time) has no desire for sex. And I imagine it’s at this time where you’re feeling the shame you talk about, looking at yourself thinking ‘what the fuck am I doing?’ and feeling a bit ridiculous. So by my twisted logic, no orgasm means no embarrassment. Lock yourself up and this whole problem goes away, you’ll only want more naughtiness!
If you still want your orgasms, maybe you could have a bit of fun and get yourself all turned on whilst dressed up but hold back on the climax until you’re in ‘boy-mode’ again.
Or (and I consider this to be the best solution of them all) you can try to stop being so hard on yourself and just enjoy it. You only need to spend about five minutes on Tumblr to see there’s much more bizarre activity going on than a boy dressing up in girly things. I know it’s not something that polite society would dictate as ‘normal’ but let’s face it, polite society is so far back in the closet that it’s in fucking Narnia.
You’re not hurting anyone, it makes you feel kinda sexy… lose yourself in it and have fun!
http://subliminalbacklash.tumblr.com/ has taken the plunge into chastity! Well done! More boys and gurls need to follow this example and be locked-up. Having your orgasms denied makes you more focused, more attentive and a far more considerate lover. When you find your partner, they’re in for a treat!
Ooh! Not sure if my sissy moans sound that sexy but I’ll definitely consider it xXx
It’s been a few months! I think it was probably September/October xXx
"Your balls look so full, and there’s still another 26 days until I unlock your chastity device. I’m not going to make it easy for you, I hope you realise that. And did I tell you to stop licking my pussy? No? Then get back to work, slut…"
Another pic reaches 500 notes! Tonight’s mood: diva!